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Mad Monk. Dennis on Koh Samui, Christmas Eve 2004281 viewsDear all, it is Christmas Eve, Denis has been talking about traveling lately, he wants to escape, to go away, go anywhere. Escape his loss of freedom, the restrictions his situation has imposed on him. Yesterday he was going to Australia because someone he loves is there.
He wants his money in cash so he can fly away, he doesn't want help or nurses or to depend on anyone. In short he is depressed and unhappy. ( some of the time)
This morning Denis woke up and told me he was going to Sri Lanka that he could find peace there and his friend was coming to take him...
Then Denis looked directly at me took my hand and said John, " I don't want life support, please keep me at home, I don't want to die in the hospital"
we spoke about this for awhile, I promised him I would do my best to bring him home but that some time in the hospital might be necessary. I promised him I would do my best to keep him off life support. I told him I would do my best according to the laws of the land ( which I don't know about)
I write you all from time to time, sometimes I want to scream at you for not being here, I want you know how difficult it is to take care of an unhappy ungrateful dying person who counts every penny and is mean to the people I have hired to help him, and sometimes like today I am in awe. I feel ashamed at my impatience, at my inability to constantly hold the thought that he is dying, these moments are his last wishes and how difficult it is for him to find the container to hold his last experience in this reality, to fully accept his own future.
Love and light
John
Denis phone number: +661 424 1353
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Robert241 views
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Cherito, Terese and Jillie305 views
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Keith-1967207 viewsIn Boudha
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the relief of north-east grande terre Porte d'enfer119 views
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3 viewsKhampa army just getting ready to sneak Chamba and I through Tsemi, the old Khampa ammunition route into Manang proper, 1973
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Pasang's Place0 views1971/72 Tashi with his wife, Pasang and AndrewSep 15, 2018
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Zuni Picarelli and I at the Pueblo in Tucson Gem & Mineral Show 20076 viewsJan 09, 2018
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In my bead studio Franklin,AZ 20072 viewsJan 09, 2018
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Down on the farm of Uncle Ray Hawkins, in Cedar Vale, KS2 viewsI got my first squirell w/my new Montgomerey Wards bolt action 410 shotgun standing in front of my folks 1953 Chevy Belair 4-door.Jan 09, 2018
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Dennis Rollins & I relaxing in Idyllwild3 viewsJan 09, 2018
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At Ian's Expo in London...Puki, U.Lhamo,IAN,& Jason (AKA-Bu)3 viewsJan 09, 2018
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Ian treating us to a Starbucks in London, 20033 views LtoR,me Urgyan Lhamo,Puki. Ian,Jason DowmanJan 09, 2018
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Dharma Dan,Renu,Coline & Dolma at home in Idyllwild 19903 viewsJan 09, 2018
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